Makes more and more sense with out you.
It gets easier and easier to accept the fact that I was never anything to you.
And although it was hard to let you go, it was easier than the last time.
& this time I’m not alone. I know I’m not going to fail.
You never loved me, and I just can’t help, but feel bad for you.
Random side note: I know you love your car and all, but please don’t die!
You just get in these moods and you are just impossible to deal with.
You just trample all over the people that care about you cuz you think that one day they might betray you.
YOU’RE AN IDIOT!
& You have to make ammends with yourself and learn that none of what happened was your fault. & just because you had it kinda rough doesn’t give you the excuse to hurt other people. At some point you have to learn trust.
I Love you but come on dude!
You’re a douche bag. You bring all this shit on yourself. It’s to the point where I don’t even feel bad for you anymore. I feel bad for losing my “purity” to someone like you. Congratulations dickhead. I finally hate you. Real deal. Real shit.
But most of me is moving on. I don’t wanna be someone you go to for sex. Dont get me wrong I love all the sexual stuff, but I’m on a more mature level. I can’t take the pretend promises right now. I’ll always love you, but I’m done making an effort you are more than welcome to try if you’d like, but I can’t promise I’ll return the effort
Of course I’d do whatever you wanted but we both play games with each others head. The difference is I could never really do or say anything that would hurt you. & you & i both know you weren’t kidding, but we really need to stop. I’m not accusing u of honestly meaning any of that, but Abby seems sweet and I know you really like her. I don’t want her to get hurt & i know you dont want to do that. & i want to be able to hang out with you without either of us even thinking about sex stuff. I love you, but I just want us to be friends for right now.
Sorry sorry sorry! I just noticed what I’m doing. I know she’s the best thing for you right now. & I’m meddling & I’m sorry. I’ll stop I promise. I just feel like u sometimes avoid being with me cuz u think I’m going to make a move on you. & I mean u know how I am. But I don’t want to u to hurt her cuz I know u really like her. And right now she’s what makes you happy, and just knowing that you’re happy really does make me happy. But I love you still even if it’s just like my little brother for right now. And I want to be able to spend time with you, so I promise that I wont let anything happen that would hurt her. And if that’s not the reason you haven’t really wanted to hang out well then that’s fine too. I’ll be alright :) Ily!
